I'm 40 years old. I have four kids two boys and two girls. I've been going through a lot a whole lot for the past 25 years. It seems like everything that I touch has no value. I have no friends and sometimes I feel alone. Sometimes I think twice about being happy cuz as soon as I'm happy something stupid happens. Then I get upset and frustrated but I never never live my life for other people and I have never gave up on anything that I have done. I just want to be free minded be around people who free-minded like me or at least understand me that I am not alone. I do respect and honor the people who are good or bad, poor or rich. It just seems like I do not get any respect and everytime I try to speak my mind with respect tell the truth I get pushed away or disrespected. I do not fear death but I do fear not being the best I can be and living my life to the fullest. You right who is John Galt? Cause if I can disappear for the better of my life and a free mind I'm willing to fight even if that means death